Yeesh. Good things have been happening but still for the past little while I’ve been waking up, or going to bed, with this overwhelming sense of dread that frankly has no reason being there. But there it is, creeping at the back of my mind, causing a pain in my stomach and a chill through my body that I can’t seem to get rid of despite the nearly 30 degree heat.
No real clue as to why, I’m just…expecting something bad to happen. Either someone hating me for something I did, someone playing along with me as if things are dandy before dropping a bombshell….I just…I don’t know. That kind of thing has happened so often that I’m a little gun shy and don’t respond well to moments of peace.